I closed a mobile phone, sit in atelier to syare blankly.
Every knows he says these, to action of my it doesn't matter, but he still wants to keep saying everyday, and, he is the thing that says these fine trivial only. What those having an affair with is verbal, or he loves me to like my and so on, he never says however.
I have some of dirt, every time, I do not know to want what to say, want what to answer.
(2)
The bar that I often go to again. Today, it is on Thursday. Every week 4 metropolises have a show. One calls the 4 people of dead band combination, occurrence stagewise of meeting as usual. Advocate singing still is same as usual, wearing shabby bull-puncher, stand in arena, hoarse sings the song that I like most. I am a person sits in every time most in the corner, drinking wine, in a low voice hum sing those song.
I had not said with every, I like to hear very noisy music, be infatuated with the song of Green Day, like the style of this band. If I say,can be, every can how? He is met certainly as usual, say to me, hear some of piano music more or had compared, the violin is pretty good also, bar is very dangerous, it is bad that a girl goes out in the evening. I think of here, want to cry very much, always have a person, in you you care in degenerating, but this kind of care, had made a kind of habit, and this kind is degenerate, it is to result from however he, his do not understand, his do not understand, he never understands, why I am such anxiously wants to seek asylum.
Step a bar, had been before dawn. Every time, ground of my metropolis shiver smokes a cigarette, I wear a snow to spin the dress of bud silk only today, this style and bar very not harmonious, but I wish Yue oneself and put.
(3)
Crouch in atelier, squeeze all sorts of dye, next mix colors. Yesterday talent sells me a few paintings that like very much, gotten Qianquebuduo.
Every sits opposite my again, very serious ground sees me. Now and then, return the doodle in the atelier in me, draw a few flowers and candy, he still is at the back of my palette, doodle as person of low position twice, female, male.
When I am tired, smoke in atelier, lose in atelier full misshapen butt. Every should come over to help me clear away every time, help me clean my paintbrush, next attach if he is classical: Drink smoking, best give up is dropped, buddhist monastic discipline is not dropped drink a dot less to take a place less, do not stay up late in the evening, must remember having breakfast in the morning, breakfast is each days the most important, still have...
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